Artists 2021


(Pictures taken by my friend Maite Kremke while I was laying in the marshes)

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Wenn Sie schimmernd durch die Lüfte fliegen und mit ihrem Glanz die Umgebung verzaubern 

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Gefüllt mit Fantasien und Träumen 

Mit lautem Gelächter und stillen Tränen

So fühl ich mich

Vom Wind getrieben 

Durch die Luft getragen 

So voll und leer zugleich

Ausgelaugt und tief erfüllt

Energetisch, müde

Angst vor Überforderung 

Wo steht mein Kopf

Wo fangen meine Gedanken an

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Eine neue Seifenblase zieht vorbei

Schimmernd bricht sich das Licht auf ihrer Oberfläche 

Und ich lasse mich mit ihr treiben

I am here at the sea seai I would like to eat coconut icecream even though the birds are blue every day it is a new logic something of its own arabesque etymological sensation arrive the land draft efty grudge into one two three I don’t really like this exercice I feel it is difficult for me my dyslexia shows through and my brain gets stuck I cannot write without stopping and still MAKE SENSE I end up just writing random words on the keyboard like just letters just hitting the keys not actually fully forming words I wonder how that is anyhow the point is that it is difficult for me I feel my fingers are going faster than my brain can maybe that’s why it only becomes random letters I have to continue writing without stopping I am trying it why not but also who said it has to be fast continuous writing if I write slower and let the words form themselves one at a time will that make a difference yes I feel there is something more harmonized when I go a bit slower it’s also this thing where I somehow need to unfold some kind of meaning that’s actually expressed in the way I intuite poems, I write them quite slow. I have to keep at it ti a uou ah you see now it became ccollapsed and I felt like I wanted to edit n on ono no we h onl only move forth fg wow my brain is bugging again interesting this is somehow great to realize and to fully admit to myself at ala last that I cannot really write fast th athgath that my brain wordks works slower than that and that di s see I am done I am tired this is too challenging right now I stop

 

 

image description: a screenshot of Camille at the weekly A.PART team meeting.

come and play with me (please don’t)

What are you ready to sacrifice to be child again?
1. Yes
2. No
3. Never
4. Everything

Eine Halle

ich will springen, schreien, tanzen
mich fallen lassen
auf eine ganz ganz weiche matte
fett Musik hören
meinem Nachbarn auf dem kopf herumtanzen
eine riesige halle
nur für mich
du darfst auch dazukommen
eine riesige halle

healthy egoism vs ignorant egoism

Running into sensing

Eternal floating.
It captures my attention.
Keeps pulling me back.
It hypnotizes me.

Is there a difference between water and air?
I imagine myself floating in water.
I imagine myself floating in air.
I imagine water and air floating in me.