these numbers mean nothing until you find out that it’s the digital version of my face

where am i in this mess

am i supposed to embrace this as a part of myself

it started off innocently

i swear

number 1:

what if my father became an octopus and my brother  secretly wears a fabulous dress?

number 2:

is my friend exercising regularly at home? what if she is secretly jumping overly extended grand jetés while talking to me?

number 3:

what if my grandma became only legs with some weird purple greek guys running over them?

number 4:

what if when my friend’s screen is glitching he is actually being eaten by a huge colony of amoeba?

my first stage was somewhere between my living room, a scene from ‘Prince of Egypt’ and a full theater, fully realized only in my head and movement

i could only describe it as an extensive production of imagination, with characters constructed and intertwined by the logic of unconstricted creativity of a child

scenes vary from a gentle dance among the reed driven by something lost in the stream to a duet with a ninja turtle with Brahms’ melody accompanies the scenery

i long to feel like that now. absolute freedom of creation without boundaries of space and time and reason.

https://youtu.be/TJcoaIeH3GI

i invite you to play this while you fabricate the memory

intermission of 141120

landscape of the park
was alive today
it moved and it was breathing
and i, in that moment
was alive today
i was there and
i was then
walking in the unknown
nothing to search for,
no one to chase
letting yourself to be taken &
walking in the unknown
but there is…there is
something
only a wish for you to
be there
i wish i could give you these
colors, this grainy air
and crunchy leaves
a smile in silence
a gaze in stillness
a shower in pink sunset
a walk into the unknown

disclaimer: infinite circling may lead to multiplying oneself

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